February 2012
48 posts
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I’m in one of those sit-and-write-for-hours moods but I have nothing to write about. I feel like a blind painter. I’m not a particularly good writer but-
Holy shit. I’m hypomanic. lol
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The sick truth about stability is that if you struggle long enough to gain it, it’ll bore you once you have it.
It feels kind of meaningless to have so little crazy left in me.
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I’m trying to do my budget and figure out how much money I need to allocate to each individual bill. Guess what?
holy shit bills add up
On top of that, yes, I’m still getting around thirteen hours a week. Thirteen. I was getting what I wanted, thirty hours a week, and then they cut me to twenty. After another cut, I’m where I am now. Ridiculous. No warnings, no explanations.
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I think..
I think that I am the guy with a lot of potential and absolutely no ambition. I don’t mean to sound egotistical; I just think I’m pretty damn smart in certain areas. I feel that if I had a drive to succeed other than to not be a total failure, I might be really successful and not even a moderate failure.
I’m terrible at mathematics. That is my weakness. Or am I? Have I just...
The Story of a Bipolar Bear.: College students... →
thestoryofabipolarbear:
I’ll be honest there are some really bitchy professors who don’t have a soul.
However, majority of professors are alright, some good, some bad.
But nothing you should be complaining about.
I’m sorry but most of these college students who complain don’t even put shit time into the class.
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I think I fell asleep about twenty times in class. I remember the words Creon, Antigone, Tiresius. Dunno what they did though. They did something. I think the book was called Antigone. Or maybe we’re still on the Odyssey.
I’m going to try to be a good student from now on. I’m going to get good grades, go to class, try to not fall asleep, etc. I realized that if I continue down...
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I think I’m really funny to a lot of people. Maybe I’m wrong but I do make people laugh a lot and it seems like they enjoy being around me. Hopefully I’m not just egotistical and a social pariah..
Anyway, this is all good and nice except that this only happens if I A) know they like me, or B) don’t care if they like me. As soon as I want to make a good impression or make...
friend: 10 people have asked to be my valentine
me: sometimes i meow at cats and they meow back
borrowingmoonlight:
Quite honestly, I hate being mellowed out. It makes me miss the ups and downs. Like I can’t live without the extremes… fucking bipolar bullshit. How fucked in the head does that make me? Like I WANT to be fucked up?
It’s not that, I don’t think… more like, I don’t know how to live any other way…
It just freaks me out, when things start to change.. even for better. No wonder...
lolumfuckyou:
bey0ndw0nderland:
prince16greg:
shit white people do
how can you not reblog this
Why am I laughing?
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I think a symptom of bipolar disorder is starting blogs, staying up all night to post, then never using it again.
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Every day I take down four hundred milligrams of lamictal to keep myself from getting manic. Two tablets in the morning before work or school with a small glass of water. They annoy me because they turn to dust in your mouth so I can’t dry swallow them, which I love to do because it makes me feel special.
Lamictal is great for me. No deadly rash, no lost balls, no weight gain, nothing...
BEST OF BIPOLAR OWL
bipolarworldofmine:
This is amazing.
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I’m done with all you backstabbing, two-faced, judgmental haters.
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I wish I could play the saxophone so I could stand on street corners and play for change that people would throw into my saxophone case.
That would be really cool.
January 2012
46 posts