Anyone else have that problem when you’re brain wants to be manic but your emotions don’t want to follow along?
Yeah. Fuck this shit.
It should not be possible to be manic and depressed at the same time.
Mixed episodes fucking suck.
Cuz then I over think EVERY. DAMN. THING.
The scariest feeling in the world is when everything seems like it’s getting better, then you feel it creep up on you. You feel your thoughts coming to haunt your mind again, to bring you crashing down. There’s nothing you can do to stop it. You can’t say no. There’s no convincing them. If you ever told anyone this they’d probably think you’re crazy, so you have to hold it in. You have to be ready for it to hit you and not even change emotion. Fake it. Your “real” smile becomes fake. Your happiness becomes fake once again. And it’s all because of your own fucking mind.
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No! No, they’re not! Not everyone has a ‘little bit’ of a mental illness that can literally make them unable to function like a normal person in a debilitating fucking state of mind.
Everyone has emotions, yes. But not everyone has mania. Not everyone has deep…
Damn straight!
I’m exceptionally good at taking good things in my life and ruining them through greed and narcissism.
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I’m sorry, but this is fucking hilarious.
When I get depressed, I clean. I clean obsessively and I keep cleaning until I get that cleaning high and feel better. It’s the only thing that can make me feel less dead. I don’t know if it’s normal or not. I hope it’s not. It would make sense though. I can’t imagine not having a problem with depression if I was a maid.
There’s really two options for why it works. It’s either me metaphorically scrubbing the filth from my mind and reorganizing my entire consciousness or just taking my mind off shit. I hope it’s the former. That’d be much cooler. The endorphin high I get feels like a running high. It’s a grand feeling to go from depression to elation for an hour or so.
